Random 26 June 2008

Yes I had been away for a very long time. Sometimes I wonder anybody read this.

It had been three weeks or more specifically, 25 days. Life goes on and I'm happily adapted to the single world. It's amazing to know how much power I have in my hand about the issue of this.

Aussie! I have no idea what kind of adaptation you had attempted. I hope you did the right thing. The comments about you... I thought you had heard that and sadly, I see nothing changed about your attitude. Repent. Repent. Repent. Seriously, you had been rude to us. You should very well know that. What are you teaching us again?!

Imagine the progress we had. Sometimes I wonder whether it is fruitful. I really doubt it though. Since we are living in the collectivist culture, some people just tend to be more allocentric and I can see myself more of a idiocentric through the communication we had. Good thing? Not quite...

I'm gonna miss the time I had in Uni I think. Though I have little to be remembered, I still think that I made the right choice to learn there. I learnt much I thought. I think I do. For the 3 years I had been here. Despite the unfortunate events and people I bumped into, I would say things were terrific.

Guess what. I really love my laptop. First, the colour is fantastic and it attracts. Suits attention seeker like me. Second, the power it has is fantastic. I do not know the technical terms but I know it's good. Not convincing I know... Third, I have long lasting battery life! It last more than 6 hours with the wifi on! Then I have the cam. Lolz. I just sound silly, didn't I?

You know.. People like me can't seem to have friends that are very very intimate but I have five in my house! Shifting out is more and more justified now. I have to admit that I don't have many friends especially in the college. Got la some issues. I supposed people in Block E know that well or had seen the actions themselves.

I stopped going to the gym. Anyway, I started like a few months ago only. And I already fee like going again soon. Maybe not the one I used to go anymore. I think that's for sure. It somehow let me down though.

Had been crappy and sloppy these days. Hoping for the better!

Random 19 March 08

I mumble to myself a lot these days. No reason why. Maybe I started to become like Alex. Lolz. Yes, I'm talking about you, APR!!

Here are some pictures taken from my room mate, Natalie's 21st birthday party.

Whatever..

I do not care. At least I believe so.

Soft and love songs remind me of you. That's kinda hard to avoid I know. That's why I'm so pissed of the things that come after a bad break up. I hate to pick up your call and hear you yelling. I made my decision and I'll stay firm with it until you fucking fuck out of my life!


I do not wanna be informed.

That's defnite. I had moved on and I had passed it. Grow up!


I'm so wanna be involved in "those" stuff.

I know you hate it but for your information, they are always my thing. Get someone else to tell you what I want.


I used to be.

Yes. I did. But no more! No more only-you-talk conversation. No more how-nice-if-someone-get-me-this. No more It's-complicated arguement. No more! No more!


I'm not a sandwhich.

I know who are in my list and I know how to prioritize them A*P*P*R*O*P*R*I*A*T*E*L*Y.


So?

Keadilan

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Emptiness is Blue

I'm feeling empty. Very empty.

I do not know exactly what to do. Maybe I'm getting older and I already started to get worried about things a lot.

I talked to him about how I feel. I always think it's appropriate to tell things out rather than keep it with me and wait for the timed explosion. I talked and I talked. He complained and complained. We argued and argued. We broke up.

I know it's silly to say this but I think it's for real this time. I did not cry. I was having a hard time sleeping that night but not really because of that. Don't ask me why. I just knew. He didn't cry until the next day when he realised that I wouldn't say yes to him anymore. I was so upset before the break up. I was disturbed and didn't know what to do and what I'm supposed to do. I talked to Sure Win and I amost broke down in front of the ARRCADE members. I was hoping to hear God's word. I mean literally. I was so empty then.

However, something cheers me up the next day. Ask me!

I know I have options. I know I can choose. I know what I deserve. I know what others deserve. I also know what I want out of life. I know my ultimate goal. I know who is most important in my life. I know what I meant to certain people. I know I know I know!!!!

Trust me. I really know.

Maybe I don't trust myself.

Stepping out of the comfort zone is really difficult for me especially in this kind of matter. That sums up of one year and a half.

Feel my pain!

Nothing worse than this I guess. Being locked up with me and by me.

The lock is blue in colour.

Cause I used to like it.

Christmas Party

Holiday huh... I don't have any. In fact, I'm holidaying almost everyday. Lolz.

Remember the last time I tell ya that I wanted to throw a party? I never did. Sorry.

Mom and dad allowed us to have one for the christmas on the 20th. It was a public holiday and I had not booked or bought my ticket back home. I later knew from sis that mom was furious. I know myself damn well. I'm always the person who always sing "quesera-sera.. whatever will be will be..." I was so deserved that treatment.

The worst case scenario was that I decided to carpool with mom's friend's kids. Nah.. not literally kids of course. It's just... you know what I mean... I told mom that I will get the bas kilang next time if I can't get any proper transportation. Never want to experience that again...

The christmas party was great but it was a little rainny when the santa came. I also knocked my head on a small boy's head. I could actually see stars. Lolz. Nothing much happened except that dad was not feeling very well that night. Poor daddy. I could see it in your eyes that night.

I was so relieved I could get home FINALLY!! (This is related to the carpool per se)

Pictures not uploaded here.. They're not with me. Maybe later ;-)

Snatch Thief

The snatch thief got his eyes on my "lock" bag.

I just got down from the car and was approaching a small stall selling paos and the sound of the exhaust got nearer and louder. The moment I realise him, My bag was already dragged from the shoulder to the lower arm. He didn't make it but the bag was torn. Thank God, I was safe but the people who saw the incident were all terrified.



Pity me... I love the bag a lot.

Sorry for the louzy photo taking :-P

It happened in Taman Megah next to the hawker center called Ming Tien at about 9 p.m. on 24th Nov. Be aware!